I'll be your sunset

I’m giving up at trying to be okay.
I haven’t eaten all day…but I came home just now and I had an entire meal…

Now my stomach hurts and I’m so mad at myself…I’m fat. I’m so fat.

Why am I so fat? What the hell?

I’ve also been extremely depressed all yesterday and all fuckin today…

I hate everything. I want to go die in a hole…

I did a pretty good job at scarring my body yesterday?

and I felt better. So I’m gonna do it again.

And at this point—I don’t care anymore. 

Ya know what?

I think it would be better if I just wasn’t here at all.